my new year's resolution

was to keep in touch with ppl, go out more. i’ve constantly never answered txt messages and said i was too tired, too broke to go out. but now i realize that i don’t make enough memories with my friends; that saddens me.

i’ve always been anti-social. even as a kid i would have rather painted or read then hang out with other kids. i kept myself busy with watercolors and brushes. now to this day i sit on my piano or work on my canvases. i won’t go out. but i’ve come to realize the lonliness does takes it’s toll on me. too much of anything is not good for you. so i gathered my thoughts..and like last year, made a resolution. go out more. be a social butterfly for once. takes a lunch, a club, a movie, a nails day, lunch, kickback, and have fun. all in moderation of course. see, all those friends that still love me and care for me.

i have kept my resolution; went out with doug to have dinner at toi, went clubbing with my girls gg, vanessa, connie, yuri, tomorrow having dinner with those same girls, hanging out with cole after, then saturday doug is taking me to dinner, his treat.

life is good.